haha, you been gone a while then, DA was revamped a while ago...I like it a lot though personally...lately i've been having similar feelings about art, I'll doodle and stuff but in the past few months I've only done two real and finished looking drawings, and they STILL aren't REALLY finished, they just kind of have a more...i don't know they just look like I actually put some effort into making them...but I just feel like every time I start to draw, what I'm doing turns out crappy...

Exactly, almost exactly the same feeling. I think we need to stop judging ourselves so harshly eh?

I reckon its my graphics course thats done it to me. The constant pressure and deadlines made me hate drawing and coming up with ideas. Stupid graphics...
I've done litterally didily squate, so at least you got two nearly finished peices done- I an't got one!

How are you though? Been way too long since we last spoke, life treating ya nice?

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well, I've been really busy @.@ seriously tons of stuff has happened....my oldest sister just got married a few weeks ago so now I have a brother...and my grandparents are here visiting us right now, which would be totally cool, but their timing bombed, and I recently went camping with a friend and got really sick on teh trip, vomiting etc.

oh, and my mothers insane and went totally crazy on my other sister this morning and now I want to hit her because she acting like nothing happened even though she totally over reacted and said some really mean things...D:

so life is alright, lol, not so great, not too horrible.

Bloody hell, is everything alright? Congrats on the wedding, and owch for the camping! I'm about to go camping in the next few days (Reading festival, so excited ), I hope the same doesn't happen to me!

Have you sorted it out with your mum too? Hope everything's alright

And I'm okay, I can't complain about life really. A few rough patches and the feeling of being cut off but thats about it. Got exam results, birthday and the festival coming up in a short while (all in the space of about 12 days, yikes), so should things should be turning good

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things are alright, I've been feeling weird lately, one of the gloomy moods you know? I hate it, it was all started by this freakishly terrible story my sister told me...it almost made me sick.-_- and now I can't stop thinking about it.

anyway, yeah, my moms crazy, I haven't brought up the whole thing because I wasn't there when it happened, my sister just told me about it, and my mom is being weird and acting like nothing happened...I almost want to start a fight with her just so I can say somehting about it, I'm so mad at her...my sister is an awesome person, she super nice , cares a lot about other people, she's always doing nice things for other people.

She used to take me to school, and pick me up everyday, and pay for my food and drink when we went out and even my movie tickets some times so I could come with her...and because she was going to miss the last day of my grandparents visit to go camping with her friend, my mom freaked out on her and told her she was selfish, and unkind, and mean, and only cared about herself, and needed to reavaluate her life because she was turning into a really mean person...

right after she yeld at her and told her she couldn't take her car camping, in front of our grandmother....the best part is she waited until my sister had packed up her car to go to say anything....and now she has to wait until tomorrow to leave....and moms acting like nothing happened, she has these crazy mood swings sometimes and I just don't get it Dx I think she's menopausal...

And she's such a hypocrit! My mom kept saying how she was tired of having to be the one sacrificing things and everyone else is so selfish, she just acts like she can do no wrong. ><

anyway sorry for unloading on you....but I was afraid to post this story on my page incase my mom saw it...and I seriously needed to talk about it! D:<

I'VE MISSED YOU SO MUCH!!! you're, like, my best bud on DA, so i've been all lonely without you...A GOOGOLPLEX OF HUGS 4 YOU!!!

i'm gonna leave for college in a week!
and yeah, the new DA takes some getting used too. there's too much new/useless stuff to play around with!
i'm gonna gowith typing with your mind, btw, because i'm sure thats how you're doing it anyways

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have missed you honey

throws massive amounts of slime .... slide forward darlin' .... and enjoy life while you're at it
much love

It's cool! Don't worry about dumping on me, I can deal with it

And wow, thats pretty bad Sorry to hear all this. Has anyone had a chance to talk to your mum rationally yet about it? No offense or anything meant, but it sounds a bit bipolar. But, you're right, could just be menopausal... much love for your sister though, hope she's okay.

Spend some time doing the things you like, it'll cheer you up a bit Then you think of a plan about what to do about this when you're feeling better, kay?

Also:

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I have missed you too! Commenting on your stuff is always a barrel of fun

And holy wow, thats a whole lotta hugs! *IS SMOTHERED* I shall fight back!
*MORE THAN A GOOGLEPLEX OF HUGS. YES. MORE. PREPARE TO BE WARM AND FUZZY*


And woah! I've got one more year of college then I'm off travelling, congrats!
And yeah, definatly typing with my mind. I'm just that cool.

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